okay first of all THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME TO WRITE UP ALL THIS?!??! like collecting (and remembering) data is soooo much work yet you made me feel like i'm experiencing every single one of these moments for the first time once again, which kinda makes me go off the hinges but yeah... when am i ever not
YOUR MEMBER INTRODUCTION!! we love a pjs fan <3 jk but like well the bluejay to bluejay communication is so strong here?? no?? i feel everything you wrote and it's just sooo perfect how you view him as a person. pretty eye-opening to me actually because i literally can't describe him as anything other than perfect T_T
cool-headedness and warm-heartedness... i’m, you know, case by case. very case by case. i’m not a person, who embraces every person. i’m not that kind of person, you know, a herolike person.
also i honestly think it's impossible to match park jongseong's levels of honesty and outward affection...
LIKE WHY IS THIS KAY PAWP MAN MAKING ME FEEL SO MANY THINGS!!! the fact that he just straight-up admits he's not perfect, or "herolike", and acts by cases... honesty and bluntness make up such a big chunk of his personality and it's so endearing, like who else says they don't embrace all people alike. this man fr insane.
i think in weeklyidol? or some other written interview jay said his biggest strength, as well as his biggest weakness, is honesty. i'm not sure if the phrasing is right but basically he sees his bluntness as both a plus and a minus, which is like, i love him <3
"jaywon honestly seems to be afflicted with side-ship disease on ao3 though." this is so painful actually WHY ARE WE PUNISHED FOR LIKING SHIPS THAT ARE REAL AND GROSSLY OBSESSED WITH EACH OTHER???? jk but aside from the questionable works under the tag your fics are literally the backbone of the jaywon ao3 tag... have i ever told you that i'm so grateful you decided to ship jaywon?!? (or jaywon made you ship them?!?! anyone shipping jaywon against their will here? no? just me?) (i really need to stop talking like you why am i so impressionable)
do i even need to get into the significance of park "i'm not someone who embraces every person" jongseong immediately helping a trainee that doesn't even know his name and staying up until dawn for said trainee??? yeah. exactly
NOW THAT YOU'VE PUT IT THIS WAY... i know their lore is insane but i didn't think that far!! and don't let me get started on how yjw is pjs's one and only #EXCEPTION #WEAKNESS #FIRSTCHOICE #ONLYCHOICE and so many more... okay i need to stop being delusional. i'm not wrong tho!
jungwon is one of the best recipients for jay's feelings because of how levelheaded and calm he is in the face of that emotional debt.
we've talked about this before so i'm not gonna go batshit under here anymore but <3 you are so right for this. when you realise #compatibility isn't about showing the same amount of love in the same way but rather the complementary imbalance?!? the "barely-more-than-5-cm height difference and barely-less-than-two-years age difference and the ways that they meet each other in the middle"????? jaywon is such a REAL ship actually, as in no unrealistic expectations and rose-coloured lens, just two people who genuinely like (and tolerate) each other <333
yes, i might be a jaywon shipper, but i'm not delusional! hence why i ship jaywon in the first place.
oh my god WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS I CAN'T STAND YOU. literally no comment this is so foul and targetted and i'm obsessed with you
also about the jungwon-sleeping-on-jay's-lap pic... i still remember how the whole waiting experience went down because at the mentioned fanmeeting, jay said he has "cute pics of sleeping jungwon" and will post them on jungwon's birthday. and yes there were anticipation and excitement but WHO . WHO WOULD THINK THE PIC WOULD BE JUNGWON SLEEPING ON JAY'S LAP????? how everything went down afterwards was so funny and like... in a group like ENHYPEN who would rather die than give each other a more-than-bro hug this was so special and PERSONAL.
"would it be a jaywon moment if jungwon wasn't teasing jay even a little??" anyways... no comment. not so recently i realised i'm obsessed with ships who tease each other as a form of expressing affection and i think i need help. um.
LIKE THERE'S SOMETHING SO AMUSING about jay being like "yes i am going to be extremely biased. not a hint of objectivity here" and the other enha members not even being surprised when he chooses jungwon over everyone else. LIKE YOU AREN'T EVEN GOING TO PRETEND TO BE NEUTRAL?? NO??
WHY DOES JAY LITERALLY HAVE THE VIEWING HABITS OF A JAYWON SHIPPER???
shakti why are you so FUNNY.
jay-hyung, kinda, usually when someone is near you you don't know how important they are. but right when they disappear, they're the first person you think of. i felt that during i-land, kind of like that.
oh my god this. like wow yangjungwon. sincerely tenderhearting over jay FOR THE FIRST TIME???? you really made so many points talking about the "blurring of sincerity and levity" in jaywon's relationship. like yes jungwon will NOT miss any chances of teasing jay and yes jay will ALWAYS reserve a certain type of smile for jungwon when it happens. but the appeal lies in the "love" masked under these interactions, which are so real and raw (especially in jungwon's case) and you can clearly see the impact they have on each other.
ALSO I CAN'T NOT MENTION THE JAKEWON HATERISMS!!! LIKE I GET YOU SO MUCH I TRULY DO. like okay yjw is comfortable around shimjake because well jake is, perfect-idolsona-jake and orders-tteok-because-he-wants-to-appease-others-jaeyun but that's easy man even i can do it. jk. BUT CAN YJW FIND ANOTHER MAN LIKE PJS WHO OPENLY READILY UNAPOLOGETICALLY PROCLAIMS HIS LOVE FOR HIM LIKE NO OTHER?!?! i think not <3
but seriously though, i think the pleasant tension jay brings around is one of a kind and for calm-and-collected yjw he's The Perfect Fit!! alright i'm gonna go now.
ANYWAYS THANK U SO MUCH FOR THIS i loooved reading this and even did a second and a third read to collect my thoughts, and there's probably more but we still have our discord chat LOL. so glad you decided to make this perfect primer and happy if i've helped!! i missed jaywon so much actually lol
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like i'm literally so obsessed with you AND jaywon
Date: 2021-07-29 10:56 am (UTC)YOUR MEMBER INTRODUCTION!! we love a pjs fan <3 jk but like well the bluejay to bluejay communication is so strong here?? no?? i feel everything you wrote and it's just sooo perfect how you view him as a person. pretty eye-opening to me actually because i literally can't describe him as anything other than perfect T_T
LIKE WHY IS THIS KAY PAWP MAN MAKING ME FEEL SO MANY THINGS!!! the fact that he just straight-up admits he's not perfect, or "herolike", and acts by cases... honesty and bluntness make up such a big chunk of his personality and it's so endearing, like who else says they don't embrace all people alike. this man fr insane.
i think in weeklyidol? or some other written interview jay said his biggest strength, as well as his biggest weakness, is honesty. i'm not sure if the phrasing is right but basically he sees his bluntness as both a plus and a minus, which is like, i love him <3
"jaywon honestly seems to be afflicted with side-ship disease on ao3 though." this is so painful actually WHY ARE WE PUNISHED FOR LIKING SHIPS THAT ARE REAL AND GROSSLY OBSESSED WITH EACH OTHER???? jk but aside from the questionable works under the tag your fics are literally the backbone of the jaywon ao3 tag... have i ever told you that i'm so grateful you decided to ship jaywon?!? (or jaywon made you ship them?!?! anyone shipping jaywon against their will here? no? just me?) (i really need to stop talking like you why am i so impressionable)
NOW THAT YOU'VE PUT IT THIS WAY... i know their lore is insane but i didn't think that far!! and don't let me get started on how yjw is pjs's one and only #EXCEPTION #WEAKNESS #FIRSTCHOICE #ONLYCHOICE and so many more... okay i need to stop being delusional. i'm not wrong tho!
we've talked about this before so i'm not gonna go batshit under here anymore but <3 you are so right for this. when you realise #compatibility isn't about showing the same amount of love in the same way but rather the complementary imbalance?!? the "barely-more-than-5-cm height difference and barely-less-than-two-years age difference and the ways that they meet each other in the middle"????? jaywon is such a REAL ship actually, as in no unrealistic expectations and rose-coloured lens, just two people who genuinely like (and tolerate) each other <333
oh my god WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS I CAN'T STAND YOU. literally no comment this is so foul and targetted and i'm obsessed with you
also about the jungwon-sleeping-on-jay's-lap pic... i still remember how the whole waiting experience went down because at the mentioned fanmeeting, jay said he has "cute pics of sleeping jungwon" and will post them on jungwon's birthday. and yes there were anticipation and excitement but WHO . WHO WOULD THINK THE PIC WOULD BE JUNGWON SLEEPING ON JAY'S LAP????? how everything went down afterwards was so funny and like... in a group like ENHYPEN who would rather die than give each other a more-than-bro hug this was so special and PERSONAL.
"would it be a jaywon moment if jungwon wasn't teasing jay even a little??" anyways... no comment. not so recently i realised i'm obsessed with ships who tease each other as a form of expressing affection and i think i need help. um.
shakti why are you so FUNNY.
oh my god this. like wow yangjungwon. sincerely tenderhearting over jay FOR THE FIRST TIME???? you really made so many points talking about the "blurring of sincerity and levity" in jaywon's relationship. like yes jungwon will NOT miss any chances of teasing jay and yes jay will ALWAYS reserve a certain type of smile for jungwon when it happens. but the appeal lies in the "love" masked under these interactions, which are so real and raw (especially in jungwon's case) and you can clearly see the impact they have on each other.
ALSO I CAN'T NOT MENTION THE JAKEWON HATERISMS!!! LIKE I GET YOU SO MUCH I TRULY DO. like okay yjw is comfortable around shimjake because well jake is, perfect-idolsona-jake and orders-tteok-because-he-wants-to-appease-others-jaeyun but that's easy man even i can do it. jk. BUT CAN YJW FIND ANOTHER MAN LIKE PJS WHO OPENLY READILY UNAPOLOGETICALLY PROCLAIMS HIS LOVE FOR HIM LIKE NO OTHER?!?! i think not <3
but seriously though, i think the pleasant tension jay brings around is one of a kind and for calm-and-collected yjw he's The Perfect Fit!! alright i'm gonna go now.
ANYWAYS THANK U SO MUCH FOR THIS i loooved reading this and even did a second and a third read to collect my thoughts, and there's probably more but we still have our discord chat LOL. so glad you decided to make this perfect primer and happy if i've helped!! i missed jaywon so much actually lol