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📖 dreamwidth primer!
😻 JAYWON PRIMER
🔎 understanding enhypen dynamics
💬 fic commentary
❓ enhypen reference post
💕 TO YOUR SIDE AGAIN: a taegyu primer
🗓️ txt and enhypen timeline
📺 media round-ups

writing this on the plane because i knew i wanted to make a dreamwidth post about this and try to understand the amount of money that I spend on skincare and beauty in general… I fear it has become kind of overboard recently 🙂‍↕️ also sorry if the spacing is weird the rich text editor has been freaking out on me and i'm too lazy to figure out where it went wrong in the html

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like literally this is going to be so random

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guys im losing it. um it's like a vaguely chinese military queer maybe fantasy fiction novel where the main character is lowkey nonbinary and crossdresses to be a man ? help

daha podcast recs? i am getting more into them...

(wrote this post while setting up gpu access on google cloud and uploading a 1gb dataset to my virtual machine. i hate my life)

why have i just become girl who is hella into skincare/makeup T__T i’m not actually doing anything crazy by any means but it’s just a big difference compared to what i was doing before. i attribute most of this to 1) actually clearing up the majority of my acne and 2) ???? watching instagram reels of people doing makeup??? idk 3) befriending people who i could place joint yesstyle orders with every quarter… why do we always end up going so crazy that we qualify for free express shipping T__T anyways let’s get into this.
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cleansing oil recs that i can get cheap off of amazon???????

sorry this is literally so long for no reason but please bear with me... i guess.

this post includes: favorite media, hobby roundup, updated skincare/makeup routine, and goals/intentions for next year!

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ummm wanted to reflect on recent purchases... this only includes stuff from november/december because if i think too hard about big spending moment in october (my birthday month!) i will simply go crazy. inspired by van's recent dw post hehe

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i can't get better >__>

RANDOM REFLECTION/INTRO

honestly i did a lot of things in nyc, and kept track of these things to varying extents (food, working out, reflections on career, learning ML and math, friends, etc). i feel kinda ??? about posting this because 1) how did i eat so much FOOD. 2) how do i even describe the past six weeks… another thing that is kind of crazy to me is the fact that i still have like half of my summer break left TTT like yes i’ll be rotting away in september while everyone else is in school… it’s fine though… i think i felt slightly lonely/unsettled during my first week or two in new york but once i started hanging out more regularly with people i really had a lot of fun! i went to the gym a lot, played a lot of cards, went thrifting a bunch, and also kind of learned from my program (i guess) (not really though)

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idk how much sense this post will make but i tried to include as many links and images as possible so that even if u are not fully informed this will kind of be readable!!! T__T sorry for being insane

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just wanted to discuss some books i read this year <3 sorry for the ugliest graphic known to man btw i was fighting for my life in GOOGLE DRAWINGS. photoshop is not my passion

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total number of completed stories: 13 (▲1)
total word count: 84700 (▲ 6700)
fandoms written in: enhypen (12), txt (2)

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posts i actually want to make
- year in books
- year in fic
- year in music (?!?!) <— might not do this one
- december media round-up
- favorite movies
- things i did during first quarter of college / photodump

oh omg and before i forget

✨ holiday love meme 2021 ✨ my thread here

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so 12% of my monthly scrobbles are GO BIG OR GO HOME?
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i want this post to cover august and the first week of september before i have to go to college, hence the new title :')) i honestly don't know how much media i'll be consuming during the school year... like for the first three years of high school i think i watched maybe 2 tv series and barely any movies or books. but i sure did a lot this month!
( i sincerely apologize for what is about to follow )

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if i could give you everything i felt

Recent Entries

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beauty recently...

an update on random shit

help me identify a book

soliciting podcast recs

alright boys… time for a skincare/makeup/beauty update

soliciting advice

2022 miscellaneous end-of-year post

recent purchases (holiday szn?)

i need to get better

NYC FOOD LOG

favorite kpop idol ranking

a gmmtv update

2021 year in books

2021 year in fic

a warning

monthly media round-up [end of fall quarter 2021]

just wanted to put it out there [oct 2021]

a quick post (september 2021)

media round-up + thoughts (end of summer 2021)

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