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updated 5pick comparison + other 02 idols



tbh after my 5pick it's a little dicey... i like chenle a lot and i'm really appreciative of his talent + "just says shit" personality but also i'm... an engine. so we'll see where this goes

love so sweet relationship chart



literally no words. when you're crazy and free <3

favorite ships comparison



ranking my fics



it's kind of killing me how much i've written and how most of the things i've written are just like... floppy shortfic and overly ambitious longfic that's not that good. but it's ok #growth_mindset

perks of being an engine over a dreamzen



so glad enhypen dropped their teasers like two hours after i posted this... im proud to be an ENGENE.

ao3 user predebut bingo



i don't think i have a distinctive writing style at all but it's not really something i'm concerned about either? i used to worry a lot about style when i was younger (especially when i was like 13/14) because i wished that i had a distinctive way of putting things to words. but now i feel like... eh there are more important things for me to think about, and usually i alter the way i write to suit the story anyways? now when i'm writing i just think more about "what's the most effective way to tell a story/show what i want to show/include my agendas" haha. i wish i had better awareness of my strengths and weaknesses as a writer but ummm idk i'm pretty happy rn ^^ [has been struggling over writing for the past couple days] [oh well]

Date: 2021-04-07 07:32 pm (UTC)
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YUPPPPPP we love this totally original never-before-seen hot-off-the-press permutative content ❤️❤️❤️ also same: re writing style i feel like i just adapt to whatever the tone of the fic is.... me writing my little enhypen fic like "will engines care. are engines the type of fandom who will care what my writing style is." and then i realize the answer is no and feel emboldened to keep committing my little jaywon crimes

also i still need to make my ship comparisons sheet but i'm kind of daunted by facing my truths. soon though 😔

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